Is a good day. Praise God! First rain of the season, its Friday and I am going to an old man themed party. So with that I say good day.
Just do it already. Ugh I ask so impatient!
So for as long I have known josh he has had cysts in his wrists that have been very painful to him more so lately then ever. we have been praying and praying for healing and nothing just getting worse and worse. But finally on Saturday night josh went up for prayer after service and now the pain is gone but the thing is no one actually layed hands on him to pray for him just from what we know we were praying. it was just a sprit filled room.
Remember when my sister photo bombs every photo of josh and me.
OK SO ABOUT THAT
1) we are not in high school
2) you actions were very inappropriate
3) Not only dose this involve my boyfriend but me as well
4) Did you think he would not tell me?
6) step off
7) so we are friends…um ok
I some times get angry with myself for not just chilling out and letting things roll. You make me mad a times. I hurt. I cry. I yell. I pout. I trow silent tantrums. Sad thing is It is 90% all in my head. I never tell when I hurt. I try not to yell out loud. When I am mad I say it is all good. I kick the ground and look at the sky. If you see me cry I am really upset. (or happy) and really all I want to do is tell you how much I love you. But I am afraid you will hurt me like others before you. Damn all my poor decisions. I have ruined my heart for you. Jesus heal me take the regrets and keep them forever. I don’t want them any longer.
so new lap top = back to blogging!!! chya playa. No need for applause no no stop! but really dont stop.
Very excited for dinner tonight! Plus look at my $.50 plates o got at winco (Taken with instagram)
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Happy valentines dag everyone! (Taken with instagram)